Hold me close

Song: I won't be a coward ( SS501)
Mood: On hiatus, when i shouln't be

yupps, this song is gna be my MOTTO!!! RACHEL, HWAITING!!!!

I can't even go, i have been getting smaller from the worries that the people say
i had many days i just wanted to die
i can never stop it now for you
i don't have the golden carriage,
or the heels that are like gems
but trust this,
i never live the way i want to

i will not be a coward,
i will not be afraid
i will not be tired,
even if i face any circumstances, and i only fail
if the breath overfills me, if i get sweaty
i only run towards and only for you

i won't be a coward, i won't be a coward
Won't fall, i won't fall
i won't be a coward, i will not run away
i won't give in, i stand against it even tougher

i won't be malicious, i don't live a malicious life
i won't give up. Giving up is impossible
i won't be a coward, i wil not run away
i won't give in, i stand against it even more like a man
i have to be strong and firm
talk in an honest manner
smile unless necessary,
i will change so that no one notices it

i will not be a coward,
i will not be afraid
i will not be tired, even if i face any circumstances, and only i fail
than anyone else, i will be the first
i run towards and only for you.

i won't be a coward, i won't run away
i won't give in, i will stand against it even tougher.
i won't be malicious, i donlt live a malicious life
i won't give up. giving up is impossible
i won't be a coward, i won't run away.
i won't give in, i stand against it, even more like a man.

reality isn't on my side, but i won't give up
even if everyone will leave me and depart
i won't be malicious, i don't live a malicious life
i won't give up, giving up is impossible
i won't be a coward, i won't run away
i won't give in, i stand against it even more like a man

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well, the lyrics most of it are true,
but NOT for the man. :D
okay, i've gt a confession. when i was a pokerface, I WAS MALICIOUS!
i thought of using despicable ways to get what i want in life.
evil thoughts raided my mind. cos i thought the evil will make it BIG.
and i wanted to strike it BIG!

mianhae, don't worry. i guess i've changed that.
and yes, 1 week more to me and BABY (SS501) 's birthday!!!!
on that day, i'll give baby his solo song as a tribute.
and i'm starting to lose my depression mode.
Wish me luck to be a happier person. :D

P/S maybe being on a hiatus mode helps. TO BE HAPPY AGAIN!!