Hello blogders.
Recently, i am shamed by all the heinous crimes that I had committed so far. My poly classmates, my act of wanting to exact revenge, my unfilial act to my parents, my irresponsibility, my tardiness and EVERYTHING.
To Olivia and the group,
I know my act to you guys were bad. I can't be forgiven, beyond redemption already. I shouldn't be playing those number with you guys. I was the liar, the poser and everything. You've lost your trust in me. But deep down inside, i wna regain and renew a new friendship. My heart has dropped the past, to prepare for a brighter future. You may not know, but even if you refuse me as a friend, my heart is still open for you to enter. Everyone. You are there for a purpose, all of you. To bring me to the light. I'm seeing the light. I rly wna be friends with you ALL. I'm trying to improve day by day. But i fear. I know there's more to improve. But i realized one of the GREATEST things that you have done.
" True friends stab you in the front" You have done that to make me realise what's wrong.
I've nvr said anything like this before, but if you hate/dislike me, I love and thank that you're ard. Thank you.
To those who had hurt me emotionally, betrayed me thousands of times, stole my money, made me lose hope in friendship and love, harassed, bullied, trampled upon me,
I've dropped the past, and decided to move on. i will nt exact revenge . but should i realise, you're using the methods u used to hurt me agst my other frnds, I'm nt gna be tht nice.. I've decided to forgive you. It's a truely long and painful healing process. Don't waste it. My chance for you guys to redeem urself is here and NOW. i hope that you guys also change
I'm gna be the UNNI. to protect others and to be who i was. Kind, gentle, forgiving. But, i do have my flaws, more hot tempered and easily angered. If i find out anyone is hurting my friend( even to those who do not accept me), I'll personally torture him/her. Walk the talk is the key.
~ AJA AJA HWAIT'ING!