Right, i nearly forgot wht i wna post. Oh, today marks the 6 mth anniversary of Tabby's death. I miss you a lot, hun! i will always remember the exact date and time you left me. 29/05/09, 9.50am. Sorry guys, on this exact date i'll gt vry upset and depressed. But don't wry, it's normal! The nxt day, i'll be alright agn. :) Tht date brought abt the turn of events. Since, i decided to be upfront abt it, i can't hide it anymre.
From 29/05/09 to 03/08/09, i was living in the world of darkness and depression. I have to admit, BOF at sme point in time was used to remove the particular loneliness and depression i had. No one rly knew the particular sadness i rly had, living in self denial, coldness and worthlessness i had in me. Yes, on my birthday, i was stl depressed. Tht particular scene of his death made me so sad, feeling useless and worthlessness. You knw the type of feeling whn someone close to you is dying, yet all you cn do is jst to stare helplessly? YES, tht was the exact feeling. Rmb i walked into th lecture theatre, during psych lecture, bursting in tears. yes, tht was the exact time frame.
But i guess, I'm a lot better now. Time does heal the wound. I rly wna thank the following ppl.
Truely, from the bottom of my heart.
Delima Pjm , Stephanie Tan, Chua Pei Ting, Chong Pei Xin, Chong Kai Xin, Annie.
To the rest i didn't mention, maybe you did help one way or another. But these ppl made an impact to my life. :D
THANKS.
Hello earthlings, i'm bck.
Credits to DELIMA PJM FOR RECOVERING MY BLOG!
Ytd went to 2nd Uncle's hse to see the new relatives i have, tskkkk. you know hw mch i hate gg thr! Anw, apparently, the china guys are the typical chinaman, y'know not to badmouth but the style of clothes sucks. And guess wht they don't care abt females fyi. Cos to thm, females are nt impt and thus nt recorded in the history bk or sth. And i found out i'm an aunt to an ovr 40 yr old woman. Cos the woman calls my mum grandaunt. And i'm the grandaunt to her kids. AIYOOOOOOO! i'm stl shocked. Anw, the scene thr was so awkward. Practically, everyone was being fake. with those fake smile and laugh. My sis and i were jst sitting thr fr 1hr doing NOTHING! So mch fr coming. No acknowledgments, presence felt vry mch not needed. And best of all , the 2nd Uncle's wife said sth like I know ur poly classmate. My reaction, " err, ya. okayy" Excuse me, tht's vry awkward. So wht'do you want me to do or say? Or am i supposed to be afraid tht you bth will be bitching abt me?
I think she's trying damn hard to flatter me.
1st scenario : " Rachel, you've become prettier and fairer"
* Erm, wht do you wnt me to say?*
2nd scenario: ( in the lift fr goods)
Me:" This is getting interesting. ( sarcastically)
Her: "Wht's so intersting. it's only a goods lift" ( literal)
Me: *sigh* Nevermind
Anw, A funny incident during dinner.
Mum: "girls, wht do you want?" (ovr food)
Sis ( Whispers to me): " I WANT TAEKYUNG FRM YB!
Me: (LOL) thn i want hyunjoong and SS501. Are you gna gimme?
Get the idea of hw i suffered my 5 hrs of fakeness and plasticity?!
Anw, SS501 is leaving agn, shortly after the comeback. Tsk
Goodbye and Goodluck guys. miss you guys trunkloads!
Annyeong
HEELLLOO!!!
I'VE NOT BEEN BLOGGING COS I'M BUSYYY GET THT STRAIGHT! LOL! Right, family stuff to settle. I believe God wants me to be mre family orientated nw. Hmmh
Dellie, imy. HAHAHA, horny woman. I promise to pass u sme of ur fillial son's photo. HAHA. But, u mst trade things in exchange laaa. Like LAMINATED PHOTOS. OMG !!~~ ( huici) ya, hjl stripped off his clothes agn. HAHAHA. hot. the newspapers label my ideal guy as girly guy. FCUK YOU !
And the mly teacher pronounication is so bad. First she pronounce my name RACHEL to RASHEALLL. And thn she called my name Michelle! FCUK. And Look at her body language is so annoying w the fcuking hands on the hip. And her voice is so loud like the tone of shouting at othrs. LIKE HELLO! YOU NEED COMMUNICATION SKILLS!
I WNA SIDE TRACK! I DREAMT OF DEL AND PJM AGN! HAHAHA! Oh, i watched the lion, the witch and the wardrobe ytd and it's stl awesome. I love Aslan! Evryone's trying to tempt me to watch YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. But i wna watch THE CRUEL TEMPTATION!
Anw, thr's BIO ICA ON WED! COMMUNICATION SKILLS ICA, NURSING LAB THEORY ICA, PNPE ICA and the list goes on. Now u knw, i'm vry busy ehh? HAHAHA, wait, i gt Electures and tutorials! OMG.
Annyeong. nd to study.
Del and SS501, Superjunior , Star King, Star Golden Bell PLS DON'T TEMPT ME!
