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fine. i admit. thr are certain things i'm rly unhappy about. but thn, i guess too much of complaining isn't gd right? i try to be friendly in front of you guys, is only to lessen any complaints!!! okay, i'm nt perfect. so, i guess, some things that i do it's my personal preference!!! (tuning frequencies?!) --> it's me as an individual, as a whole!!! i can't change who i am, or who u guys expect me to be.. if i'm naturally quiet, thn i'll be quiet right? u can't force a person to change her character, it's inborn!!!i nnoe, guys are unhappy with my eccentric-ness with korean stuff. like i go gaga about BOF/ SS501?! i fangirl them, anything wrong?!!!! besides, that speaks about who i am.

if u rly wna hear abt my past sad stories, it's okay and i'm cool abt it ( talking to you guys), bt have you thought of what i felt ( i feel that it will make u guys unhappy). besides posers& backstabbers are just the initial stage of my feeling. have you ever wondered? when u stand close tgt talking leaving me out, what's the thought like? People, i'm HUMAN !!! i'm intuitive, i can sense things that are not right!!!!

I SUGGEST, a heart to heart talk w each other... this will lessen the misunderstandings with wad we had with each other. (agreee?)

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went for cousin's bithday bbq today. fun fun. all were talking crap for the entire evening. ashley said he gt drunk cos of BANDUNG!!! lol. and thn he said i'm drunk cos of the bdae cake. ROFL.

so we both argued.

oh yes, i had the feeling of a mother for ONCE!!!! i actually carried a baby. i noe, a lot dun believe it. cos i'm quite indifferent to kids. suddenly i like kids, wth is wrong with me?!!!