Hold me close

I've done one week of attachment! YAY. whinning a lot cos of my poor legs. I'm rly driven up the wall, freaking tired. And u knw what? I fnd tht I'm my true self when i'm at attachment. Somehow. I mean my workholic self, my real innocent self came agn. My tough exterior was gone suddenly. I mean, i don't knw why, whn i see others so in need of help. Yet, I can't do mch i get upset. But thn, whn i can make a difference , by making sure he/she's comfortable. I feel a lot happier. And i realised hw weak i was in terms of dialects. I couldn't say mch. That was whr i became desperate for help. I didn't knw what to do. Ppl speaking cantonese and hokkien. Yet, my language is so limited, i've to rely on someone else to translate. And i feel a real need for help. I'll get my mom agn. LOL

Well, i guess i've changed. She shook me up. No amt of revenge will help anymore. I hate the past. Thanks to the someone, i was able to move out of my depression. :D I'm now happier becos she exists...

U knw, i hear tht whn ppl kp insulting u, thr has to be a main reason for it. And i guess, the reason may be they're JEALOUS. jealous of wht? I don't know. So they're using thngs tht I'm nt strng at to hit me eg beauty. Maybe they're jealous of achievements? Because i'm strng enough to make it this far in life? I mean out of all the tags, why dn't they say " u're an idiot" it's becos i made it to poly. Simple. Why shld they kp emphasisizing ugly? Knowing full well, they aint beautiful either. If u're telling me beauty is how beautiful u're on the surface, u must be the dumbest kid on the block.

A celebrity ever commented regarding beauty,
" Beauty is only skin deep. Popularity is useless. Good looks/ Charming faces are nothing because in the end because of age, all these will be gone. What's most important is the inner self. ur true beauty, ur charming self is a pure and sincere heart. I don't think i 've beauty. I'm only illuminated by lights now. One of these days, these lights will be gone."
~Kim Hyun Joong~

Ahahaha,find him familiar? U wna criticise? U've fnd the wrong person to. Evr hear the new quote? Once u do good things sincerly, u're the most beautiful flower that ever exist. And i thnk ppl like Mother Teresa, Padre Pio, Pope John Paul and Florence Nightingale are th rarest flowers... And best of all, I've fnd out, tht once i graduate frm poly, I'm able to make a difference in ppl's lives. And I'm thankful for it