One Year On, my cat's death anniversary. Memories stay, yes, i hate people/ things leaving me physically. I hate death. From the time i was born till i gt older, each time someone leaves me, I'll cry. Maybe it's the fear of loneliness. Idk. tabby was my stronghold, i clung on so desperately. i dreamt of him last night. He looked so peaceful, so cute. Maybe a sign to tell me to move on. I moved on, but the hiccups of life made me rmb his presence. I love him. I knw. the first wk of his passing, i avoided all stray cats, all wht my cate ate. Everything, it didn't help. Maybe it was regret fr nt treating him better while he's still alive. You'knw, we still make the same mistakes after knowing all abt the mistakes. Tabby, i miss and love you... Can you hear me?

My favourite aunt has colon cancer, stage one. She's a mother to me. Shocked by the news.

ICAs, Emotional turmoils, It's like the Almighty wna hurt me further. But i know nw. Suffering has to be undergone so I can have FAITH AND HOPE in Him.

I left the grp. honestly, being with a more competitive grp as frends, drove me up. I wanted true friends. I've gtn thm. i wanted friends tht can push each other to succeed. i've gt thm nw. Jesus loves me. He let others hurt me, so i can reject the nt so gd ones, and so i can accept friends tht share my interest, love me fr who i am. no matter what and nt pass snide remarks abt me. the grp is smaller bt fls more compact. Thank you, Jesus. <3

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